|
[05 Oct 2004|02:56am] |
k its back to xanga. deal with it
www.xanga.com/mynamisntabigal
|
|
| all i can taste is champagne.. |
[28 Sep 2004|05:34am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 worried |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
champagne- sugarcult |
] |
Lately I feel second best. Everyone has something else to do or someone else to hang out with. It just sucks that the people who I thought were the ones I could really count on to be there for me to talk to or even to just hang out when I'm bored are the people that are too busy for me. I feel like a burden to everyone. I'm not saying that I need to be on the top of everyone's list. Come one now, thats a little selfish. But sometimes it's like I'm alone with no one to be here for me ever and it sucks.
Things have definatly changed since freshman year. People have changed. There are those I was so close with freshman year that I dont even talk to now. There were guys I liked that are such losers to me now because they do stupid stuff. There's the group of friends who have all separated into different groups. I'm not a fan of change. Not a fan at all.
So I got a job and now I'm goin to be a lot more busy and a lot more tired. School isnt too great. In history I have an A. Chemistry sucks. English is a good class but I cant seem to actually do well. Pre calc seems easy but staying awake is tough buisness. I just don't know what to do.
I guess I should go start my homework.
all i can taste is champagne
when it hits the brain like cocain
spinning around and around i cant get up without ur help
i've fallen down.
|
|
| ur loss |
[28 Sep 2004|03:17am] |
so um if no body is going to comment.. then im going back to xanga cuz lj sucks..
righto so school sucks. work sucks. life isnt fun.
boo hoo.
k .. comment. or im switching.
goodbye
|
|
| ask me ! |
[25 Sep 2004|11:16am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 gloomy |
] |
Ask me 3 (or more, or less) questions (because i know you think my life is super interesting..) and then post this in your journal to see what kind things people want to kno about you! Please do it!! I'll answer all questions truthfully ;-)
|
|
| first day of hell |
[24 Sep 2004|10:22am] |
today was the first day of work for me at my very first job. oh boy.
heres how it went.
I got there at four and filled out about a bagillion papers. then i had to watch these two "movies". what fun. after that i had a "break" and then was put to work... in the fitting room. what fun that was. i was there THE ENTIRE NIGHT. at 9 my mom comes and we go to leave. we get in the car with all hopes to go get something to eat.. and what do you know her car wont start. so i called my dad to see if he'd come to give us a jump start... um. no he has to wake up at 3am. soo we call AAA. they say it could be up to 90 min. by this time im crying. in reall tears. i saw my car go by and im thinking "what a good luck charm u are" all i wanted was to get something quick to eat, go home.. get comfortable.. do whatever homework i had. and sleep. so i cry it out and get myself together and we go into port city java. i get a milkyway frap. yuck. and a choco chip muffin which was pretty good. then my mom makes me get a wrap cuz i hadnt eaten all day. at port city java it was open mic night. so i got to hear a few bands play. this one band was pretty good. one of the guys who i think was the singer gave me there card to check them out again.. and before they left he said by to me and asked if i was gonna come to any of the shows. ill try.. i cant go saturday cuz i wont be here but the one after that ill try to go.
so that was my wonderful first day of work story. i was bored.. i signed my name till i had writers cramp.... i cried.. i saw bands.. i had a frap..
oh what a night.
anyways.. i guess thast all. comment please.
|
|
| snap crackle pop |
[22 Sep 2004|09:23am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 content |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
tv- OTH |
] |
today wasn't bad..
school i felt a little sick.. and i still felt sick when i got home
ive decided.. my first few paychecks are going strait to the "abby hates her cell phone and wants a new one" fund. yess thats exactly where the money is going!
speaking of paychecks.. i start thursday.. 4-9. im excited. the person i talked to said another girl was starting that day too, so thats good that im not the only newbie.
one tree hill is on now.. horay! gotta go watch!
comment cuz u can.
|
|
| back to the old |
[21 Sep 2004|07:45am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 creative |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
blink 182 |
] |
ok so i switched back to lj only because u have to be a xanga member to comment on xanga.. however xanga is a thousand times easier to use then this but its cool..so now that all of u CAN comment.. i expect lots of them :)
anyway i redid the layout.. and ithink i did a pretty good job if i say so myself :)
::pats back::
haha ok ..
COMMENT
|
|
| home is where the heart is... and my bed. |
[17 Jul 2004|01:46pm] |
|
i'll be home tomorrow! ahh im so excited! i packed up my stuff today. i took up 2 suit cases with my dirty clothes and things that i dont need. its ridiculous. today my work load is easy, the only time i have to sit is during awards which is my pleasure because thats the most boring part. today is a boring day. like right now im in kelly and dougs cabin cuz its boring everywhere else. the flinstones are on, i can' twait to go home and just sit on my couch and watch tv alll day. even tho ill only be home for 3 days its ok. ok thats it for now.. cya tomorrow!
|
|
|
[16 Jul 2004|02:23pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
content |
] |
my schedule today was great. late wake up so we only had 2nd and 3rd pd. i took the girls to high challenge where other people were keeping them occupied. then lunch.. grilled cheese.. um ok. and then this afternoon its just the play and then 5th pd.. meaning i dont have to work. so i can take a shower and get ready for the dinner dance with out 26 other girls using hte bathroom at the same time. 26 is NOT an exageration.
so tonight is the dinner dance. im going with lee, it should be fun.
ok well thats it. ill be home sunday. horay! call me and we'll hang out!
|
|
| hum de dum dum |
[13 Jul 2004|01:54pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 tired |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
news |
] |
hum im bored. nothing much to do today. i have off for the rest of the afternoon because its free choice then swim. nice! so my plan is to write long letters to becca and then sleep and then shower before the girls get back.
so things here are good. olympics are over, MTV won. yesterday it rained so i went to target and used my atm card for the first time. :) then i did nothing in the afternoon. and last night was a dance and it was wonderful as usual. the dinner dance is the next dance, which is friday i believe. tonight is a movie. i hope its a good one cuz I dont want to watch another movie like Miracle again. i wanted to die during it. its terrible. i highly DON'T recommend it.
so nothing else is new. i miss everyone. ill be home to see you all on sunday!!!!!!! ahhh!!! woooo!! horay horay! make plans with mee!
ok thats it for now.. i love you all.. comment cuz i said that you have to and if u dont then.. then... yeah.. now what!
|
|
| gsc gsc gsc gsc |
[10 Jul 2004|10:27am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 aggravated |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
aunt shelia's typing.. a mikes advice. |
] |
camp is funnn. olympics broke out a few days ago. today is day three of the cable bowl. nickelodeon, E!, espn, and MTV. im not on a team because there is no point seeing as how im babysitting while activities are going on.
last night some stuff hapened....yeah..i'll be going home on the buses
i have no appetite to eat so i still feel sick. im tired. 7 days left until i can see my bed :).
um thats it. i love j wade :)
|
|
| run away run away run away and say goodbye... |
[03 Jul 2004|05:15pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
content |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
tv |
] |
i am bored. today is an off day so i had off this afternoon since the course was closed. lovely.
so i helped lee with signs for mtv night and then i layed out and tried to tan. my arms will tan but my stomache and chest stay white. why? why why why??? there is this major tan difference and i don't like i too much.
camp is good. im having a lot of fun. last night was a dance. it was the best dance i have ever been to. it was so much fun. altho it might have been better if it was full staff but it was only half cuz yesterday was an off day too.. thats cool. kelly and doug are off sunday, tomorrow, i think im going out with them. hopefully that wil be fun. NO WIGGLES. oy
so i think thats it for now. im expecting letters from al of you SOON cuz i know i sent you letters. i hope everyones summer is going well.. i know mine is.
alright well.. comment?
|
|
| hmm... |
[01 Jul 2004|09:25am] |
why does he do this to mee..
why does he ignore me so...
hmm...
bye
|
|
| what a life... |
[28 Jun 2004|03:30pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 exhausted |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
TV- Knock First |
] |
i am so very exhausted. I go to bed around 12 and get up at 7:55 every morning. There is a small amount of time for a nap in teh middle of the day but I always end up having something to do. For instance today kelly and doug had to run to the bank so i stayed adn watched the girls.. i didn't have time to go back to my bunk so i'm still here. It's not that bad.. im just really tired. everytime i sit for these girls im falling asleep. this morning, alysa was on her chair watching dora and julia was asleep on me.. adn i was dozing. it was bad. im gonna try to sleep early tonight. i need it.
so camp is fun. currently there is a biggg thing happening. i dont want tosay cuz i dont need stories being passed from here to philly. but its bad and bad and bad. but hey.. its their own fault.
right now im watching Knock First. Funn.
um so no one is ever online .. and i miss everyone .. and ihavent gotten any mail yet.. umm whats that about?
and a certain someon ehasnt been on and im upset and that person better come on soon so i can talk t that person .. :)
ok thats it. please comment. it makes me feel special...
|
|
| where are you...... |
[23 Jun 2004|09:25pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
bored |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
absolute silence cuz thats how it is in the woods |
] |
where is everyone?!?!
the entire camp is in the dining hall for their last orientation meeting.. which sounds like it just finished..
and nobody is online.. and im bored ...
thats all for now
goodbye
calll meee or im meeee cuz im BORED.
|
|
| i'm here!! |
[20 Jun 2004|09:06pm] |
so im at camp.and i can go online cuz camp rocks and being a mothers helper rocks and i love my job. so anyway.. i miss everyone even tho its like my second day here. so everyone calll mee!!! or email me or send me snail mail or im mewhen im one. just keeeeep in contact!! lol so anyway things here are good
the girls im watching. The one year old's name is Julia and the three year old's name is Alysa. not Alyssa. said differntly, spelled differently. currently julia is sleeping on the floor.. very cute.. and alysa is passed out on the couch. and i am watching big daddy until their mom comes back from the meeting. tons o' fun.
ok well theres not much more to type for now so i'll stop..
i love you all!!!
HUG ME!
|
|
| so long for now to you my friend... |
[19 Jun 2004|08:49am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
sad |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
silence |
] |
so heres how its gonna go today.
ross hurt his ankel at his concert last night so plans have changed and he wants to leave by noon. WHAT? ok thats fine. i can deal with that.
i have a lot of last minute things to do. i have to clean my room and the living room and pack the car. and get all my last minute stuff into a bag yet unknown. lol..
i might call a few people to say goodbye..
for 56 days i shall not be here. i will be at :
Abby Heller
golden slipper camp
RD #3 Box 3625
Stroudsburg PA 18360
Council girls bunk M
please write to me. or call me .. but mail is more fun..
and i will miss everyone soo much!
and i love you all..
ok goodbye.
|
|
| one more daaaaay! |
[18 Jun 2004|11:12am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
sad |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
everclear- i will buy you a new life |
] |
so today is packing day. and omg i am so overwhelemed. i can't forget anything, cuz i can't exactly come home to get it. so i have to be really careful with packing. but its hard..
and its hott...
and for some reason im hungry but if i eat i get full after like 2 bites.. wierd...
and im tired...
and i dont want to pack!
lucky ducks who are at camp today by 2.. lucky lucky lucky.
well i should go ..
im going to missss youu!!
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
mynamisntabigal's journal
